Had a dream the other day. Everyone left for greener pastures. Some went to other schools. Others went to other countries. In the end I was all alone (except for Amy she was still here)

And maybe that dream was just really true. Eventually there will be a point in time when everyone leaves you. You'll be all alone, and you'll no longer have the people you want beside you. But that doesn't stop me from living my own life.
People who cherish you are always here

Even if they aren't,
You will still be in their hearts.
I really hope that is true.

Everything was circumstantial. Everything was destined for failure. I don't know why things happen, but maybe they do happen for a reason. And you might say that you know why it went wrong, but you don't.
I do. Everything is much more complicated than you think it is, and everything that happened was a fault on my part, a hurdle that I myself have to cross.

People have to stop asking me if I'm sad, I honestly am not. A feeling of indifference? Yes. A feeling of resignation? Yes.
These phrases can't fool me, we probably can never be good friends again.
The sea is big, don't hang yourself just because you can't fish a single fish. There are many other bigger fishes out there.

Don't get me wrong, I still do care for you.
I never will stop.
But you'll probably never care for me back.