Tomorrow I'll know the results that will seal my fate. I hope it'll be what I hope though.
Its been a very very long time since I posted, guess I was really, really busy.
Eoys are over, but I feel so empty again. Like Its not even boredom but this shallow, hollow feeling of apprehension and fear that I might get kicked out of the school and never see my friends again. That bad. I worked hard this time round other than the occasional dota matches inbetween, but, is this all I'm worth? I have no Idea. Tomorrow I'll have my resolve come to fruition, or see my work collapse infront of me. Sad.
I don't see myself in anything other than a hwa chong uniform. Hope thats the case.
For the past 2 month it has been really really tiring. I've been escaping, studying and even worrying. Another year is coming to an end. 4 years in Hwa Chong institution and I'm (possible I REALLY REALLY HOPE SO) crossing over to Hwa Chong JC soon. Time flies.
I still remember the time when I first stepped into the school, the majestic grandeur of the campus and the vast greenery that captured my attention. This was the school thats going to be my alma mater. I don't regret any of the moments inside this school. Inside this school, I made many many wonderful friends, many "brothers" and people who share the same interests as me. I have learnt many new social skills, from being the kid who was not liked in secondary 1, to the kid who is .... decently well in secondary 4. Time passed too fast.
I hope I can see all my classmates in JC next year. I hope I can go JC next year. Hope
