In case I die

If I ever die an early death, maybe it means that my plans on this earth have come to an end.
Maybe it means that I have fulfilled my duties, and death comes beckon like an old sad friend.
Maybe I just lost track of time,
Or maybe just lost sight of life.

Whatever the case, don't mourn or cry. Don't be sad my old friends. Heaven awaits, but if its hell I'm going.

I'll smile anyway

Mistakes

Everyone makes mistakes. Some are big, some are small.
Some hurt the ones that mean alot to you. Some hurt yourself.
At the end of the day, people are bound to get hurt.

I hate myself for my mistakes.
I hate myself for my folly.
I hate myself that I can't repair the damage because all it seems to be is irreversible.

I hate these mistakes but I'm just terribly regretful that I have to live with these mistakes.. possibly forever.

My heart is slowly corroding.
Its killing me