Aftermath

So a few days after that event I feel as if I've lost my attachment towards you. Maybe thats how fast guys move away from such things, I don't know. But well. I feel indifferent towards what you say now.
It isn't a good thing, but its the truth. You might be someone important, but you haven't changed my life. Thats the difference. But don't get me wrong. No matter what, I would rather have a friend, than to have a foe. I would like you to think harder possibly. I don't know.

You have your friends. I have mine.

In the span of one week, I have already made close to 4 friends. New friends. They are really nice people who share my interests, but it doesn't mean that they are people who can understand my plight.
So what have you been doing? Tugging at the past? Pondering over whether to look past an incident like what a normal girl would do? Or just trying to be optimistic and act like you don't need me as a friend?
I don't know. Do I care?

Maybe.

And no matter what, I've tried my best to stitch the wounds together. Its rough, but I don't know if the wound will heal. Thats up to you to decide. I've used up all my efforts and I know I can't do anything anymore.
And wanna know something? I actually feel indifferent cause I know I got nothing to worry about. Sounds weird huh. But I have this sense that you will eventually come back to your sense regarding this. You aren't a mean person. You are a person who forgives and cherishes friendship. And you won't give this up easily. So I'm gonna give you all the space you need.
But it would have been great it if was during a time where I'm not bored. I need someone to talk to me and keep me entertained :/

Sigh a good book shall suffice then...

On a side note, I'm really really really looking forward to commencement dinner! Looking at all the guys in suits and stuff would be...cool.

3 blogposts on this friendship means I cherish it. Hope you realize that.