Obviously I remember my resolves. I'm determined to keep it. Well, that would have probably been my resolution for the rest of the year, or perhaps even till JC. Now I'm not sure anymore. I'm starting to feel insecure, feel helpless. I FEEL LOST. What happened to me I'm not sure. I can't see my future anymore. It's like more often than not that I've woken up to a bad dream where I've dreamt that I would screw my life up and end up in a polytechnic or something. I don't want that to happen.
I think I'm a hypocrite. All those things I claim in BSC might just end up becoming true again. It's such a burden you know, to feel bad... about... everything.
Ranting for me has never gone well, and I might as well create something to vent out on. Possibly...just possibly, Bao that retard is the only idiot who I can ever vent to. I don't trust anyone else. Maybe its the masculinity barrier. hehe.
This is taking my time off studying, so I'll just stop here. 4 tests every single day except for friday next week. Sad, sad sec 4 life.
IHAVENOCLUETOO
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